20/02/2011 x 02/04/2011 - Readaptação

I get up, I waked happy.

I saw stars and cartoons everywhere.

Good morning world.

And I'm waiting, I wait.

Todos saíram, todos tem algo a fazer; and I'm here. And I still waiting.

I'm lying, I'm looking the ceiling.

My stomach cries out, hunger?

I raise. Kitchen. But I don't wanna eat.

Comes back.

I come back. I'm looking, waiting...

Impaciente. I don't wanna deceive myself, but I continue waiting.

When I change?

Estou inquieta, meus pés não param. Meu inglês está falhando.

I take a bath, there is water everywhere...

"How can I be so blind?" Cried out.

The space look small now.

My arms are beating the walls.

Desesperada.

I look my hands, take them in my head.

What's happening?

I never felt this way before, there's something wrong.

Waiting...

I'm dry, but my face don't. I tried.

Fracasso.

I could wait forever for you... But I wait to long.

Eu posso, mas não quero mais.